laidbacktionist

Er.. to update on my NDS situation, I got a job at my campus bookstore to save up for a NDS. But my friends got me a black NDS for my birthday, so I guess I'll keep the money for something else. ANYWAY. So I got a job right. And when I do something, I want to give it my all (especially when it involves money :3) and they liked me so I got the job for the whole semester. My boss told me they're planning to keep me the whole year - which is a good thing, since I'm transferring next fall anyway. But then I got so busy that I just don't have time for anything else. In fact, yesterday was the only time I designed anything that's not for my class

:crying: Mou.... zetsubou-shita... My dream.. my lifelong dream... my beautiful wonderful dream... crushed. Thrown down. Gone. http://i212.photobucket.com/albums/cc1/laidbacktionist/yume-1.png Zetsubou shitaaaaaa~~~~ http://i212.photobucket.com/albums/cc1/laidbacktionist/zetsubou.png Watashi... ganbatteru no ni... Iitai nani no tame..? Baka mitai. Well, there goes my 4.0 GPA. And my new NDS flown with it. I regretted it. I seriously regretted taking math this semester. I'm considering burning down the instructor's house but then again that really wouldn't help at all. ~killitwithfire (https://www.deviantart.com/killitwithfire) :iconcryingplz: :iconkillthatwithfire: My...

I mean.. I shouldn't. I know I musn't. No. No. No. No with a capital N written in Arial Black size 160/200. What kind of woman fall in love with her own design? I mean it. This is not healthy. But I can't help it! Everytime I design something and it turned out really really beautiful (in my opinion anyway), I just can't help feeling estatic. Like I'm insanely happy. Like I've just taken a sniff of marijuana. Think about it. My boss will kill me or at least dock my pay if everytime I produce a neat book design I do a little dance of joy in my cubicle. How many times do my boss have to tell me to stop staring at a particular page and start w